Rinshay
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My Crap Corner
Yeah, I'm not happy.
I don't have regrets but I won't be happy for things to come.
Currently feeling: confused
| May 26, 2008 @ 04:48 AM | Add a Comment |
Lol how weird life is.
From SoF, to real life. That game is now like a love-matching software.
Garnette found Rorix. (now that we're together)
LuZt found YellowLuv. (now LuZt no longer first in rank)
Palom found pixie02. (Palom completely quits, now working his way to Germany)
And many others, as I heard from Dani, some of his friends are going somewhere to meet their SoF girlfriends.
Life is full of surprises. Even two parallel lines may someday meet.
Tomolo bring Dani back to Penang! All the best to us!!
Currently listening to: Gita Gutawa - Sempurna
| May 10, 2008 @ 09:08 AM | Add a Comment |
I really don't have time to ponder.
When I was washing dishes this morning, I was expecting I could be done in 5mins since I live alone, not many plates to clean. But 15mins had passed...
Sis Iffah grumbled to herself about not having enough time for anything she wants in life. Just gotta work work work, away from husband and kids. Without counting the years, she has been away from Indonesia for 8 years now..
I'm considered lucky. I've found the right choices at the right time. I've decided to move out and have my own life, just when it's the right thing to do. I didn't leave too early, neither too late. God didn't even make me wait too long for someone who's really meant for me.
My life is somewhat arranged, without me noticing it.
During lunch break today, I made myself comfortable in the store room where we place shoes. From floor to ceiling, all boxes of shoes. While eating my piece of bread, I figured the room as my life, and the boxes as the choices. And if I pick the wrong box (like the one very bottom), the whole stack of boxes will fall down, might even hit me, and make me injured somehow. Or permanent injury or scars, who knows.
So if I pick the wrong choice in life, my life will be slightly damaged. Or worse, others will look at me like a criminal. Well, that if I picked the box at very bottom, making the whole stack above to fall and hit another stack on its side, and going on like domino.. blah.
I don't want my life to go like that. >_<
Having a neighbour who recognizes me, really scares me. She said she knows my mother. She knows I was the girl who always cycled around the neighbourhood with another girl (Sabrina) 10 years ago. She even knows I don't use bicycle anymore since I have a car. Proves I'm a big girl now.
That's what I thought too when I first moved here. The boys I used to know, stealing my cats to play with, now already riding motorcycles around the town. The boys who threw fireworks on my house rooftop til my mom went emo and complained to their moms, now already building their lives somewhere. Living alone, working, studying, being somebody in life.
Giving life a meaning. That's how it's supposed to be said.
I'm very simple. I don't ask for anything hard to happen. I just.. wanna have someone to push at night when my babygirl or boy crying wan change diapers.
Well.. I better sleep since tomorrow I gonna need the energy. Astro installers will come too.
Currently feeling: thoughtful
| April 25, 2008 @ 09:42 PM | Add a Comment |
"Going out~~ lalala.."
"Halt! Who's allowing you??"
"You?"
"You're using a car! You're one of those people who make global warming!"
"Yeah yeah. I go now."
"What! Never listen to me?? Look at the time!"
"WTF? I come home cuz wanna use internet. If no hub then what to do? I'm bored, okay!"
"Are you having conflicts with your bf?"
"Huh?"
"Don't pretend! I know you wanna yell at him using YM cuz it saves your cellphone credit, right??"
"Omg, you got problems with your bf too! Look at those disasters on your face!"
"You have too!"
"Ok, I go."
"Wait! Don't leave when I'm talking."
"What you want? I might stop at McD or KFC."
"Oh. I want whipped potato and coleslaw, large ones. And if McD just get me umm.. wth? Are you bribing me??"
"Lol. Ok ok, I drive carefully."
"...."
| April 15, 2008 @ 09:13 PM | Add a Comment |
Yay!! I used Lara's money for nasi lemak this morning!!
Well.. that is bad, for a bigger sister 'pow'ing a younger one. But what to do >.> she gotta pay for the 2 hours of my bedtime lost for having to take her from college and send her back there. She got problem with her roommate who has been on the phone with her bf all day, all night, while my sis needed to study for her exams today. It was annoying when she asked her to low down the volume but being ignored. The best she could do is calling me to pick her up and bring her home.
And I think today for lunch break, I'll have egg with bread (again). Well, maybe. I don't feel like it that much preparing it this morning lol. Well, a Malay is always a Malay. What's the point eating too much anyways. I might get too full to work again.
Btw, how come 7-11 is always the spot for street racers? Cuz it's open 24/7? I just needed bread, not their rides. I never felt at ease going to that store late at night (like last night). But umm.. watching shemales parade in Lake Garden was kinda refreshingly fun. I laughed my heart out. Poor Dani he's wishing he could shoot all of them.
As much as my sis doesn't get along with her fellow students, I don't as well. But I was lucky I could go anywhere on my own, while she needs to be accompanied cuz her college tells her so.
This reminds me of Pari, a friend of Nasha's. Despite of me being alone at most of the time, he still vowed I was gonna be his gf no matter what. Like lol? I don't want smokers or drinkers. Azrin is an exception.
Yeah but now I don't even look at that type of guys anymore. They always come with same package who end up leaving me for various reasons. Umm yeah I can't expect anyone to stay with me forever, but still they never tried not to break it off.
I'm glad I still have some people who accept me the way I am, despite my conservativeness. Lemme put myself into points:
LIKES
- health foods
- lists
- hygiene
- order
- wholesomeness
DISLIKES
- hazards to health
- anything sordid
- sloppy workers
- squalor
- uncertainty
I got Ann who loves me like this (except my addiction to some online games), and Dani sayang, sayang sayang dia muahhhh!
Here's what I know about him:
LIKES
- truth (I lied to him a lot)
- hidden causes (so he digs up as much info as he can from me whenever I frown a bit)
- being involved (he hates peepos)
- work that is meaningful (yea he doesn't like the 2-3 months working contract)
- being persuasive (true -_-)
DISLIKES
- being given only surface data (same like above, dig dig)
- taken advantage of (o_o)
- demeaning jobs (he dun like orders? sometimes)
- shallow relationships (true)
- flattery and flattering (yea he hates exaggeration)
HOMG I better shower.
Currently feeling: chipper
| March 24, 2008 @ 09:16 AM | Add a Comment |
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